This comes after having had typed and deleted a couple of paragraphs already. My thoughts are scattered and I seem to be trying too hard. All I want to do is to sound as smart as possible and actually summon clarity as I lay down my thoughts and convictions here. I have come to learn in this very moment that such exercises are better performed when my mind is uncluttered and absent of fog, clouding my thinking.
I could come to make as many excuses as possible but that just defeats the purpose of me continuing to write. If I do not feel like it, its better I just stop and put everything away and at the end of the day acknowledge that today was just the worst day to be productive and go at my goals because of some reasonable explanations I can give as proceed to list my excuses in a bid to convince myself how rightful my sabbatical was.
“Wrong!”, as Jordan Peterson likes to say as he starts stating his argument. With such vigour and conviction of the delusion that snares his opposer. As we are habitual creates and we are on auto-pilot three forth’s of the day, it takes repetition to build habits and it means continuous practise of these actions and behaviours to keep them as habits. What I mean to infer is that surmounting over whatever excuses to not do something can mean the maintenance of whatever yang you have and remaining on your desired course.
As I master the art of showing up,
Here is my struggle prose. It makes all the difference from a day off.
